Saturday, March 25, 2006
1:25 AM
This week has passed pretty fast.
A english test that was failed. Starting and working on an essay tmr, which is due on coming Monday. A promotion for a club opening for coming Friday. Jazz night with calvin on thursday. Home cell on coming friday.
Its weird how all of us make decisions at time, where at the point of time we make it, it seemed so right. However, we know that choice is wrong, because there is a better alternative choice out there. But this could not be termed as regret, as we still made that choice ultimately. We still have to face the music with our thickest skin.
People walked in and out my life. People I choose to let go, people I choose to hang on. Life is a messy interconnected politics.
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Everyone has their own religon and faith, where to them, their own God is the Only God. A person once asked, "how do you know your God is the real God?", " how do you know these prophets who wrote the bible are real?". " why do you believe every single verse in the bible? " and so forth. Don't everyone ask this question? Especially since the infamous "Davinci Code" was written, all these sorts of questions were raised more often.
On the other hand, why do not people ask these writers " do you have a religon", " do you just write this book for your audiences or because its an interesting story with a fictional twist?", " what makes you think those research that youve claim to have done are correct? Since there is a possibility of the researcher just filling in the spaces and create a twist for the modern society?"
My answer to the first part is simply this. A beliver of my God, Jesus Christ, will know whether his real, whether the bible words are true, when he becomes the reader himself. The reader knows best when he reads it. Also that feeling when he reads and understands it. That is reading with a heart of not expecting too much, rather than a negative feel towards it.
Im in no place to judge anyone. But I believe, a person can't be forced to believe in a religon. If a person wants to believe, their time will come. Some churches in Singapore evangelise(wrong spelling i know) the wrong way.
This has lead to reasons why most people turn away from churches rather than receive that "religon" with open arms.
My faith in my religon might not be strong at points of times. But I know, his always there for me, even when my heart and soul feels empty. I could not explain to you why I feel this way. But this is my simple faith, which takes a lot of time to build it, till this day and years to come.
Trust me, it is easy to become a christian, but its tough to be one.
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